Good morning. Another week, but a special week indeed, as I have completed my training … oh my, I think I’ll be posting about this for quite some time, just so much to share. The weekend came and went in a heartbeat. Each drive in, Friday, Saturday and Sunday I spent reflecting, remembering all the pieces of this journey that went together to bring me to the ending of our class. Like a projection on a screen, my mind replayed image after image of the moments that made up this journey, the faces and hearts of those I shared this experience with, the personal triumphs I enjoyed myself, and the triumphs I watched others experience. Like any good movie, our story did not come without the instances that surely felt like failure, but in the end there is no such thing as failure. There is only growth, a need to keep trying, and keep trying and never give up trying until you have reached your goal.
I can’t really even put into words what a unique experience this has been, getting to know these wondrous spirits, their stories, (who doesn’t have a story?) their sorrows and their joys. Fifteen special souls came together and created a divinely positive force, lifting each other, but if I know anything about it, helping lift more than just ourselves. We did our tiny tiny part toward raising the universe’s vibration, because we each will take that love and positivity and share it with those we encounter going forward, our loved ones and friends, but also strangers.
I keep thinking about the 70-year old gentleman I told you about in an earlier post, the fellow who does work at our house once a year, this being our third year, who told me in our phone call how happy I sounded. When he came out a few days later, he seemed so genuinely happy to see me. I have to wonder … was this because I shared my happy heart with him in our phone call? Maybe.
All I know is that this stranger, for all intents and purposes, offered me a hug after he finished his work with us. I gladly accepted even though he was covered in dirt and I was dressed to go out. I was not going to pass up that gift. How many workers that come to your home want a hug when they leave? I’ve had a ton of people work on my houses over the years. They’ve never been in the habit of hugging me when they left. I have to think this nice man felt what’s filling me these days, and took a chance at asking me to share a bit of that with him. I was more than happy to oblige.
I’ve always loved math, and I find myself contemplating the possibilities … all the billions and trillions of individual spirits, if united with other kindred spirits toward a common positive goal, taking the risk of being vulnerable, sharing their tender hearts, working together helping each other to heal and create and inspire and conquer, and then taking that back out into the world, compounding exponentially, what could we accomplish? I’m a dreamer, I know, but I do believe there is nothing we humans united could not accomplish, no hurt in the world we could not heal. Our united hearts could light the world.
Just the beginning of the end … will be back soon. I have so many thoughts swirling around inside the waves of my mind. It’s high tide and there is much activity. I have nothing but gratitude for this time in my life.
Photo: Candle made by my classmate, Kim, Tipsysisterscandles@tipsysisterscandles.com